Whenever I prep for a show I have never thought…I WILL WIN. I know that sounds silly. I just want to get as “skinny” as possible. I’m changing that mentality. I know longer want to be “skinny” I want to look healthy and lean. I’m sure some of you feel me. This journey is messing with my mind but I WILL conquer it and get to my happy place and STAY there.!!
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In other news….Congrats to Melissa!!!! She WANTS to win. She says she WILL win. Hmmm…she DOES win. Yep, I need a mental adjustment.
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In my attempt for a nice booty and overall healthy look my hair has started growing, skin doesn’t look as saggy and I feel better?? Who would have thought?? I also shot up 8 lbs!! I’m sitting at 128.0 right now. I’m not skeered. If that’s what it takes so be it. This girl ain’t skeered to work it!

lindsay
May 3, 2011 at 6:54 am
you can and you WILL!
Jody - Fit at 53
May 3, 2011 at 7:55 am
So funny, Joob is writing about this too! I love that you ladies are out to win!
Kathi
May 3, 2011 at 9:52 am
You are so much more than a number April!
angela
May 3, 2011 at 11:11 am
amen sista
LOL!
foodbin
May 3, 2011 at 11:37 am
I love your new attitude!
Frugalista
May 3, 2011 at 5:14 pm
Good for you on having a healthy mind set when it comes to weight and your body. You have come a long way!
melissa cunningham
May 4, 2011 at 7:48 am
thanks for the shout out!!!!!!
now go get your mindset on!
Jess
May 6, 2011 at 9:02 pm
You sooo will!!
Kelly Olexa
May 7, 2011 at 12:17 pm
You are so right, it’s SO much how our mindset is…..I am able to look back and see that my mindset in the past couple of years was NOT on. I doubted everything about myself and my ability. I focused on what I had not accomplished instead of what I WOULD do. Now that I’m all about I CAN and I WILL , I am seeing results. And I FEEL better- mentally and physically. Keep it up girl!!