I was wondering if my HR would even read over 9,999 calories so I decided to kill myself last week. I got it to 10326 and this is what it looks like 🙂 This is workouts only also.
I’m also wondering if i’ll really get on stage next weekend? I weighed yesterday morning and I was STILL 121. I’ve been there for the last 3 weeks. I don’t know what else I can do. I’m doing my workouts like mad, eating VERY clean not even mustard this time and still nothing. I don’t think TOM is going to make it this month which is fine with me.
Tony called me and we had a long talk. He told me that he cannot possibly give me anymore cardio or cut my calories or my metabolism would suffer. So we are just taking it one day at a time and he will let me know if i’m ready next week or not. He asked me if I would be okay if it doesn’t happen. I assured him it would because i’m leaving for vacation the week after so I will be slim and trim then 🙂 So it’s TBD if i’ll actually compete or not WISH ME LUCK! I’m not giving up! On a positive note he told me to keep my HR between 130~135, that’s much easier for me right now.
My husband is not too happy though. He said i’m getting on stage no matter what! This almost makes me feel good and that I don’t look too bad or he wouldn’t want me too. I just wish my upper body was bigger so people would focus on that instead of my big arse HA! Mike said this will if anything be good stage experience. I told him if I felt ready I would do it, but if i’m uncomfortable there is no way.
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