I’m still going! My break last week really killed the pump I had though. I’m starting to get my groove back now. I think i’m about 4 lbs heavier than I was at this time last year 4.5 weeks out…BUT…i’m eating more and only doing 1 extra hour of cardio still. I’m trusting Tony knows what he’s doing. I’m not sure what my body will do though YIKES!!! I did see some abs veins after my workout today though WOO! There not phenomonal yet or anything but i’ll take them.
My energy was non existent today. I woke up tired and i’m still kind of tired. Not sure what that’s all about. I’m not drinking coffee 3 x’s a day anymore so that could be it??
I was suppose to talk with Tony Tuesday but still haven’t. I guess I should give him a buzz.
I took my sister to the mall last night and bought her some new contacts. Afterwards she asked if I wanted to go to Panera Bread and eat something. That was a big NO. She said she wishes I could be normal but she knows this is just another way for me to feel good about having an eating disorder. Wow, she really does understand me. I don’t know what I would do without her.
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