TOM got the best of me
Man, I hate blogging when i’m depressed but I need to remember these times. I’m not really depressed just feeling like a bloated blob and to make matters worse the surgery is tomorrow! I ate 7 peanut M&M’s today, more than my ounce allowance of almonds, and work is getting so bad that they even took away the water coolers today!! I’m not going to continue on a downward spiral though, no sir! I just want to get this dang surgery over with, heal and then be gung ho!
Yesterday there was brownies, muffins and mexican food and I didn’t even look at it. Okay that’s a lie I looked at it and watched everyone feed their fat faces. I am so strong and times and then today I freaking ate those damn M&M’s. Oh well, i’m not going to dwell on that. Tonight Mike, Mom, Sis and I are going to go eat at Applebee’s 🙂 I may see if my dad wants to come too. I’m going to eat the tilapia and double broccoli mmmm….that may be my last meal for awhile. I can’t eat or drink anything after midnight and I have to be at the hospital at 5:30a. I can’t wait to start taking my supplements again!!!!
I’ll let you guys know how things went Sat or Sun. Thanks Jessica for your wise words on my last post 🙂
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