I have an interview again today. Same place as here https://redhead75.wordpress.com/2009/07/16/tj-virgin/ only on the southside! The lady who interviewed me up north liked me and referred me to the place down here. I just got the sorry we found someone else letter when I got back from vacation but I wasn’t upset. So now Mike and I have some big decisions. Do we move, stay down here? Oh what to do. Everything is keeping us from moving and we’re not going to walk away from the house. So i’ve got to put on “the dress” and head out and drive 5 minutes up the road LOL! Right by the mall EEK!
I was going to take a rest day today but ended up doing my back workout anyway. I figured i’d rather have a day off on the weekend 😀 Eating plan is going great although I have some stomach problems but that is normal. I’ve narrowed it down to my beloved Met-rx shake 😦 So I have 4 more packets left and then I won’t use them anymore. Closer towards comp those yummies are taken out anyway.
Last night was an emotional roller coaster. I felt fat. I had to actually put normal people clothes on to go to the mall and I hated it. I actually ended up wearing a baggy t-shirt and nike shorts. My friend doesn’t care and we had fun regardless. We tried on clothes and I put on a small top and a size 4 skirt and was drowning in the outfit. I just really wish I could see what others see. I did well and didn’t buy anything! Until I got home and spent $88 on bodybuilding.com 😉
On a happier note…sort of. We are going to go on a cruise again April 3rd. The stupid part of my mind is like oh great, there goes any chance of competing early in the year. I’ve really got to get a grip and life people 🙂 Nah, i’m enjoying this right now so i’ll live it up. Plus just the fact of NOT knowing what’s ahead of me is driving me bonkers. I’m a scheduler, everything is planned and scheduled and if not…I go psycho!!!!!!!