Through the eyes of a Caterpillar
Do you ever have those days when you wonder why you are eating healthy and working out anyways? When you take a step back you realize it’s to prevent medical conditions, look fit and to rock a bikini. Okay the last one may be vain but i’ll admit it. When I have days like this I take a step back and look at how far i’ve come.
First there was THIS. I have so many excuses to give up. YES, my legs and bones hurt. What am I gonna do? The stubborn person in me fights against it. I’m so use to being in pain that I don’t need pain killers…it’s a part of my life.
People see me now and say how great I look, the ones that never knew me in the younger years would never believe I was a chubby person. I even worked out then and ate “fat-free”. Man, I miss those fat free Hostess cupcakes. As you can see I ate them…alot.
Then I lost a bit of weight when this man and I broke up. Typical high school crap. This picture though I had chubbed up a bit. Man, why did I ever start highlighting my hair?
Then I met this man. Drinking and partying. Oh man I love my lifestyle now.
Mike was SO skinny in that picture. I fattened him up…yeah right. I try.
Then I met this man.
He has changed my life more than he’ll ever know. I’ve tried many diets, workouts and even BFL. Until he showed me how to put it all together and what and what not to eat I hadn’t a clue. I read this and that and had everything all mumbled together. I followed every fad out there. Not anymore. I only follow what he plans for me with my own little twist. Almond milk replaces creamer and chia seeds help me poop 😉
I’d be lying if I said this is me today. This was a week out from my 2nd show. I am at a good place though. Although now i’m striving to achieve the above 😉 I will get there, i’m already feeling it.
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